Monday, February 23, 2009

a list to waste time

  • Someday I want to have a really cool blog about my life and family.
  • Right now I just use this blog to vent. Like for example - it's 4:25 and I am so ready to leave work, but instead of leaving, I am doing this because I can't leave.
  • Someday I'll have a job that I can leave if I am done and don't have anything to do.
  • Someday I will pursue beauty - again
  • In March I'm getting my hair cut - that's nice.
  • I'm taking every Friday off between now and when my contract expires on the 3rd April.
  • I can't decide if I should keep my hair red or go natural.
  • Mark turns 30 in less than a month, I don't know what to get him.
  • My parents are coming for a visit the first time for my Dad and the first time since we were married for my Mom. I'm worried they won't like it and never want to come back.
  • We might move because our apartment is too expensive but really convenient, new, and a good place to host people. I will be sad if we do.
  • In Ireland people put only one space after sentences instead of two like in America. I'm like who cares! but I do put just one now.
  • Its now 4:33 and I am nearing the time that I can sneak out early.
  • Actually the only other person in the office is a volunteer, who doesn't care if I leave early.
  • I did alot of work to day but now I just want to go home.
  • Someday in the near future I will turn 30. I would like a vat full of liquid chocolate that I can bathe in and eat. don't think too much about that its gross if you do.

bye bye for now

k

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

On that Day

My home group has been studying Zachariah - we finally go to the end of it - the last 3 chapters have this repeated theme of 'On that Day'. I can't wait for that day to come, but my bigger problem is that I need to live and focus on this day, not that day. My husband is so grounded, I am so not, I am constantly trying to pull him faster into the future and he is continually trying to slow me down to the present.
I need hope for today because I've got pleanty of hope for tomorrow, but I don't live in tomorrow.