Wednesday, August 02, 2006

mental suicides - the gym class kind

my touching both sides has become a mental and emotional sprinting marathon of late.
I'm in Romania.
the sides I'm going between in my personality are - artist and regular functioning being.
can I exist in both relms without cracking up? evidence from the world would say no - you either live a life that is wholly devoted to art - you drink it- you can't live with out it - you are defined and define yourself by it
-or-
you live outside of iart - an admirer but never ruled by it you find other things to occupy your mind - you relate well with 'normal' people and you do not scare them - you are easy and make money.

Are things really that black and white?

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