departures & arrivals FYI

Currently I am seated on a couch in Ireland trying desperately to stay away for 3 more hours.
I feel as though I am returning to my home - in surreality. I did once live hear and was quite involved, however I just spent like 9 months living an existence entirely separate from the one from the months before. So separate that there were times that I wondered if I ever lived in Dublin. Now I am back confronted with the fact that indeed it is a real place and I am a real person here - but - both of us has changed in the months apart. Now here I am arrived asking this land to take me back in.