Hope Floats is a phrase that has been banging in around my head. Not the movie which I have never seen and don't really remember what it was about - Julia Roberts and divorce or country western singer decides to make a movie? I might have seen that one but have blocked it from my memory.
Anyway - Hope Floats, so does that mean worry sinks?
is worry the opposite of hope? What about guilt or fear being opposites?

Sometimes I think just wait till I have kids then I'll have great things to blog about.

There are shining moments in my history that I can look at and see that I had hope. Right now I am not completely devoid of hope - its just hard to ... feel or ... remember it.
Hoping is different than planning. Planning, for me, is trying to control the crazy wiggly life we are leading. Hoping is, not going out there blind, but letting go of the fear, worry, guilt of what could be. Its like I plan to ensure that I have hope.

That's just silly.