So I've been dealing with feeling guilty alot lately. Not just cause I used the word alot in writing. The guilt is not the prevailing thing in my mind but it sneaks up on me when I am not prepared to deal with it. Its a weird guilt - I know that the Lord is my savior and he counts me pure and blameless, that I don't need to prove that I am good enough or have to do anything. And the guilt isn't just about faith things. Its over things I did 10 years ago as well. Is this what is called having a noisy conscience? Or do I have alot of repenting and changing that needs done?
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hi, k. so, i struggle with having a noisy conscience and for me it looks like working really really hard even though i know (in my head) that i don't have to work for his approval, to be good enough. anyways, mike kruger was a guest speaker at our church a few weeks ago and his sermon really spoke to this area of my heart. i don't know if it'll come across the same way in a recording, but you should give it a listen: http://www.faithcommunity.cz/sermons/2009-09-20_sermon.mp3
tell me what you think. love you.
-t
I have to remind myself constantly about being forgiven. I continue to reminisce about all the horrible things I've done. I hear you.
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